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[diedinafire.livejournal.com]

How many times am I going to have to repeat this sentence?

Alfons, can we talk?

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[nemoubliepas.livejournal.com]

No!

There's nothing we can do...

The only thing a doctor would be able to tell me is that I can't work with the rockets any more.

And if I'm going to die, I'm going to leave proof that I existed!

[diedinafire.livejournal.com]

You don't have to work with them physically, you can still write theories and blueprints, can't you? What's the point of leaving proof if you aren't going to be there to see anything happen?!

[nemoubliepas.livejournal.com]

That's not what I worry about!

No matter what I do, I'm dying Eduard. I was shot before I came here. I just...need to be remembered, and not just some spec of dust, or a figure in someone's dream!

[diedinafire.livejournal.com]

...no.

Alfons, when you say you were shot, please tell me you don't mean...

[nemoubliepas.livejournal.com]

...don't mean what?

[diedinafire.livejournal.com]

*Silent. Also not happy.*

[nemoubliepas.livejournal.com]

...you know, it was almost better that way. *shakes his head*

I - I tried to over come my selfishness, and...

[diedinafire.livejournal.com]

It's not better!

[nemoubliepas.livejournal.com]

Eduard, I...

I'm sorry, all right?

[diedinafire.livejournal.com]

...just our luck we'd both freaking die, huh.

[nemoubliepas.livejournal.com]

I guess so. Maybe the Heiderich family wasn't meant to live on? *grimace*

[diedinafire.livejournal.com]

That'd explain a lot.

[nemoubliepas.livejournal.com]

But...in a weird way this place has given you us a second chance, right?

So you'll be able to live on, after all...

[diedinafire.livejournal.com]

...yeah. You will too, though, don't put it like that.

You're alive.

[nemoubliepas.livejournal.com]

For now.

...of course, Eduard.

[diedinafire.livejournal.com]

D:

Make sure not to push yourself too hard.

[nemoubliepas.livejournal.com]

:<

...I'll try not to. There's not as much for me to do, here, anyway. *here's a bit more coughing, though*

[diedinafire.livejournal.com]

...for now you're going to lie down, got it?

[nemoubliepas.livejournal.com]

That...doesn't sound like a bad idea, actually. *small smile*

[diedinafire.livejournal.com]

*Yay, Alfons is listening! Smiles back.*

Good.

[nemoubliepas.livejournal.com]

*For now :D*

I could use the rest, I think...