http://greedless.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] greedless.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] fmadrlj2010-06-30 02:22 am

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[By now you'd think he'd know better than to eat at the inn, because really anyone that made this place their home for as long as he had just ... knew better than to eat at the inn.

So maybe it was one of the bakeries.

Either way, for an Edward that normally portrayed very little in varying emotions - there was obviously some sort of emotional storm brewing as he made his way down the street, he almost looked like he was trying to keep himself in check, head ducked and one hand - as usual - covering his throat.]
greennotgold: (Too nervous to speak)

[personal profile] greennotgold 2010-06-30 06:25 am (UTC)(link)
[This Fletcher had enjoyed a delicious pastry from a bakery near his home, and is now feeling very down. He hasn't felt this bad since when he was in Acedia. He's barely holding back tears as he makes his way down the street, headed back home.]
greennotgold: (Petrified)

[personal profile] greennotgold 2010-06-30 06:41 am (UTC)(link)
[Fletcher bumps into Ed, and stumbles back a little, looking up at him nervously. It's Edward Elric-- probably not the same one as before, since his voice is different, and he's dressed a bit differently.]

N-no, I'm sorry, it's my fault, I-- I'm sorry! [He's ready to burst into tears at any second, though]
greennotgold: (Tearful)

[personal profile] greennotgold 2010-06-30 06:54 am (UTC)(link)
[And Fletcher winces when Ed grabs him, struggling for a moment, and breaks into tears.]

No, no, don't hurt me--!
greennotgold: (About to cry)

[personal profile] greennotgold 2010-06-30 07:00 am (UTC)(link)
[Fletcher gasps in fear, still crying pretty hard. How does Ed know him? Is it the same Ed from before? He'd thought it wasn't, but...]

I-I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I didn't mean to, I didn't want to! I'm not doing it anymore!
greennotgold: (Flinch)

[personal profile] greennotgold 2010-06-30 07:11 am (UTC)(link)
[he doesn't stop, he just keeps sobbing, covering his eyes.]

Y-you're not gonna hurt me? Wh-why not? I'm--
greennotgold: (Someone help me!)

[personal profile] greennotgold 2010-06-30 07:25 am (UTC)(link)
[continues sobbing, swaying on his feet]

I-I... I-- I'm... I'm scared, I'm scared, I don't want to go back there... [All of a sudden, he has this terrible fear that he's going to get pulled back into Acedia without warning.]
greennotgold: (Don't hurt me!)

[personal profile] greennotgold 2010-06-30 07:41 am (UTC)(link)
[cry cry]

[He just mumbles to himself, looking down and covering his head with his arms] Don't want to go back there, they're going to do it again, they're... [sniffle] They're gonna take us all back there!
greennotgold: (Quit picking on me!)

[personal profile] greennotgold 2010-06-30 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[sniffle]

[After a few moments he looks up, still crying]

Wh-why don't you want to hurt me? I'm a bad person, I lied...
greennotgold: (Tearful)

[personal profile] greennotgold 2010-06-30 08:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I, I-- I got taken to that place because I'm a bad person. Because I did bad things. I lied, I said I was Alphonse, you two should hate me. [Says that all in one quick statement, and then takes a deep breath and continues sobbing.]
greennotgold: (About to cry)

[personal profile] greennotgold 2010-06-30 08:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[Whimpers, and cries some more. Just... assume he's crying unless otherwise stated from here on, actually.]

But I'm still a bad person, I deserve to have people hate me! I killed people and I-- I killed my brother and then-- and then I forgot about him, I...
greennotgold: (Flinch)

[personal profile] greennotgold 2010-06-30 09:00 pm (UTC)(link)
I didn't mean to, I didn't mean to, but I stabbed him, I-- I'm a murderer!
greennotgold: (I can't do this)

[personal profile] greennotgold 2010-06-30 09:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[the yelling just makes him flinch more, Ed]

And then I, I forgot about him! I forgot I had a brother!

[...okay, he's just going to collapse right here. On his hands and knees now.]
Edited 2010-06-30 21:53 (UTC)
greennotgold: (Desperation)

[personal profile] greennotgold 2010-06-30 10:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[Shakes his head] But people disappear. What if they're going back where they came from? I'll go back to Acedia and I-- I'll get turned into a monster! I don't want to hurt anyone, I don't want to go back there, it's going to take me back... [He just... dissolves into broken sobbing and incomprehensible words. This event is not good for Fletcher.]