http://alfonsrepeats.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] alfonsrepeats.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] fmadrlj 2008-07-08 01:48 pm (UTC)

That's the point. I will die. I always die. Something kills me, someone murders me...

Edward, I've been ripped limb from limb while I was still alive. I've been crushed, beaten, lynched, hanged, drowned, shot, stabbed, burned...

I'm tired. I'm so tired.

I can't kill myself, either. I've tried.

Whatever God has set me to...whatever this is, it's.......

It's certainly not a generous one.

...

*Alfons leans into the embrace as much as he can. He knows it's not HIS Edward, but it's AN Edward. And God, he's missed the closeness.*

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