*His body shakes once. It starts to shake...hard, harder hardest...trembling and shaking and his eyes sting and he wants to hold it back but he can't and...

Before he knows it, he's crying.*

...I don't want to die! S-Scared...D-Dun wanna die again...I wanna get it right...Wanna make him happy...Wanna do what's right...'M scared...