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fmadrlj2008-07-12 02:28 pm
alfonsrepeats.livejournal.com) wrote in fmadrlj2008-07-12 02:28 pm
Doushite Tsumi ga aru no darou? Doushite batsu ga aru no darou?
*...He shouldn't have gone to the cemetery. That was the worst place to go, especially with his mind racing like this. A mind idle, without time to ponder life and death, especially with so much time to attain knowledge, tends to go into dangerous places fast when you let it. He had been thinking dangerous thoughts lately as it was.
...
What if he could stay?
If he could stay here, would he?
Did he want to go back, just to suffer through dying over and over again?
What if in this world, he could grow old and die, without any real repercussions?
Dangerous thoughts went to dangerous deeds. Hands that didn't touch alcohol were touching it by the shotful, drop after precious drop downed down a parched throat.
If it had meant to remove the dangerous thoughts, it did. But instead it made for a man not used to extreme amounts of alcohol leaning against a wall, panting heavily with a face flushed enough to resemble...something red and not cliche.*
{OOC: Yes, have a drunk!Fons. But be warned...any Eds that come in contact will probably be gromped on sight. >_>}
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What if he could stay?
If he could stay here, would he?
Did he want to go back, just to suffer through dying over and over again?
What if in this world, he could grow old and die, without any real repercussions?
Dangerous thoughts went to dangerous deeds. Hands that didn't touch alcohol were touching it by the shotful, drop after precious drop downed down a parched throat.
If it had meant to remove the dangerous thoughts, it did. But instead it made for a man not used to extreme amounts of alcohol leaning against a wall, panting heavily with a face flushed enough to resemble...something red and not cliche.*
{OOC: Yes, have a drunk!Fons. But be warned...any Eds that come in contact will probably be gromped on sight. >_>}
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...and then h--we were going to go back to you. That--that's where we were going when I came here.....
...no you're not.....
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He's s'posed to stay. Thule can't go in.
...else I die.
............'M really fine.
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You're hallucinating......
...maybe you should lie down......
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*Hallucinate?! All those things he...NO! Not a hallucination!*
Go' crushed, killed, stabbed...
Gypsy lady cut me open, c'n still 'member.
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No one's going to kill you......
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....
I don't wanna die again.
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You're not going to die.....
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Not here.
'F I go home. 'll just die again.
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*frowns, he doesn't know how to cheer this man up... but he seems to need it.... and he....*
Do you want to go lie down somewhere? The graveyard's probably not the best place to be right now.....
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Sleep.
Wanna sleep.
But can't. 'll get nightmares.
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Why?
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'll remember.
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I don't understand.....
...is there any way to stop the nightmares?
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've died too many times. When I die, repeat. 'come a kid again. Can't stop it.
...Dunno........
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I-I don't mean me or anything but....
...when I have nightmares, and that's an option.... it... it kinda... helps.