fmadrlj | Doushite Tsumi ga aru no darou? Doushite batsu ga aru no darou?

*...He shouldn't have gone to the cemetery. That was the worst place to go, especially with his mind racing like this. A mind idle, without time to ponder life and death, especially with so much time to attain knowledge, tends to go into dangerous places fast when you let it. He had been thinking dangerous thoughts lately as it was.

...

What if he could stay?

If he could stay here, would he?

Did he want to go back, just to suffer through dying over and over again?

What if in this world, he could grow old and die, without any real repercussions?

Dangerous thoughts went to dangerous deeds. Hands that didn't touch alcohol were touching it by the shotful, drop after precious drop downed down a parched throat.

If it had meant to remove the dangerous thoughts, it did. But instead it made for a man not used to extreme amounts of alcohol leaning against a wall, panting heavily with a face flushed enough to resemble...something red and not cliche.*

{OOC: Yes, have a drunk!Fons. But be warned...any Eds that come in contact will probably be gromped on sight. >_>}

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*He kisses Edward softly, trying to pull all his 300 years of experience of kissing that man over and over...but in his stupor, it probably was pretty hazy.

Hell, it was almost a definite thing that he won't remember. But...

His mind was floundering for some sort of warmth and contact. He needed something...someone. He was scared, alone...and...

He needed...*

-Edward wouldn't even notice the difference, anyways, from a bad kiss or a good one. He's never gotten one before, and felt...sorta inexperienced and just hoped it wasn't all that bad.

He was happy to provide Alfons with all the warmth and comfort he needed, and, just to prove that, he wrapped his arms around the Alfons' larger frame, tugging him closer, continuing to move his lips softly over the other's-

*He's gentle. Soft. Not like the rough kisses he remembered. But somehow, these were good too. He could feel his entire body warm up, and tingle.

Tender.

He clings more to Edward, feeling himself become dizzy from the bubbling in his stomach, the feelings in his head and the racing of his own heart.*

...

Love you...

-Edward didn't know how to explain it...it was nice, though, and it made his own body tingle and just feel...wonderful. He didn't ever want it to end, damning his need to breath-

...l-love...?

-He stuttered a bit, staring in surprise at Alfons and...felt butterflies swarming in his stomach and his heart feel like it would beat out of his chest. Someone...someone loved him? It was almost...too hard to believe...he barely even knew Alfons but...-

L...love you too...

*..........

Love.

He loved him.

He was gentle with him, he was kind to him...

...Had to be a dream. A dream.

But...was a good dream.*

So much. Love you. Love you...

Y-yeah...y-you too...

-Edward managed to hug Alfons tighter, pulling him closer. As immature the thought was, he didn't want to let him go.

It was a silly hope. Alfons was drunk and...probably would forget this, or maybe even tell him he wasn't the right Edward that he wanted and...

He shook his head, burying his face into the crook of the other's neck, pressing a light kiss there.-

Love you...

*Alfons felt so safe. So happy...So warm..............

That small kiss made him shiver, but his body felt relaxed...buzzed...he didn't know if it was from the alcohol or something else, but he felt happy.

He didn't want to be let go.

Always, always, wanted to be held.

Just like this...

His eyes start to droop, taller frame leaning more against Edward's.*

Don't...leave me...Don't go.

-Edward managed a small smile when the other shivered, his hand gently rubbing at Alfons' back-

...won't...will stay with you for as long as you want me to.

-He glanced up, smiling a bit more when he noticed Alfons was starting to drift off. He held the other up, though, content and happy with the warmth the body provided his own-

Doushite Tsumi ga aru no darou? Doushite batsu ga aru no darou?

Alfons won't even remember. :3

That doesn't mean Ed won't, poor guy...

But Alfons is still happy for the comfort nonetheless!

Which makes Ed happy!

And makes Alfons very, very happy.

It's just a happy lovefest! ...sorta...

Oh hell yes >:3

Yay!